I saw him.
I heard him.
I was there when he celebrated the Mass during World Youth Day in the Philippines.
I cried when I heard that he passed away.
I can't even compose an entry/poem for him.

Let's pray for his soul.
Let's pray that God guides the College of Cardinals once Conclave starts and casts their vote for the new Pope.

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I felt guilty because I was a stupid bitch trying to forget my own dilemma in a bar when he died at 11:30pm – time here.