Letting Go – (Gary V.)
I used to feel the emptiness inside me.
I was not supposed to feel that way
I had everything I needed
But nothing ever made me
What I longed to be
The wealth, the name
The lights, the fame
Were everything to me
And then one night
Out of the blue
I heard his name (Jesus)
And so I took that step of faith
And walked into his domain
I believe that's what he wants
Every heart to do
When hard seem the task
One step is all he asks of you
Letting go to know the truth
Is not so hard to do
It's the heart that's got the will
To open up for HIM to fill
And trusting and believing HIM
Is all we've got to do
It's just the heart that's got to move
For HIM to show his love that's been there
Even when we never cared
Take hold of his hand
Let go and you'll understand
Why be afraid
For GOD knows what you're feeling
But even he can't do a thing
If he sees the heart's not willing
And so we ask what's going on
We want what's right and still do wrong
When hard may seem the task
One step is all he asks of you
I guess by now you'd be realize
You can't be on your own
And all your cares and all your burdens
Should be cast upon his throne
Letting Go… Just Let Go… Letting Go
Let Go and you'll understand
Just Let Go and You'll UNDERSTAND
Edsel's favorite ... after masawi kay M... hehehe... peace!!!
Work is slow today, my boss left early and I don’t have anything to do. I don’t want to be idle and think of my personal problems. So I thought of chatting with my friend back home. Good thing is Tina was able to hook me up with our former officemates / teammates.
Tina invited me over in a conference chat together with Jorel, Raymund, Jojo, Cherry, Edsel, and Me. Pity because we don’t know how to invite the others (Francis, Vincent, Mhelai and Anthony). These guys were my former teammates in our Company (CII). In short, I am their super demanding / stickler BOSS!!! We had good times and bad times. Working with these people was great and I miss hanging out with them. I also missed our overnight work-to-death projects. Eventhough our works were too demanding and time-pressured, we still find time to go out to unwind from works load.
I am happy that after the Company (CII) closed down, these guys were able to find good job, built and enhanced their career.
Showbiz Oriented Programmers
Another day has ended… *sigh*... Dont want to stay in my place...
"There are some people who meet that
somebody that they can never stop loving,
no matter how hard they try.
I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, but trust me, there are some
love that don't go away.
And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should
all be lucky to end up with that somebody who
has a little of that insanity.
Somebody who never lets go.
Somebody who cherishes you forever."
- Ally McBeal
September - start of the "BER" Month.
I'm sure, TV Programs and Radio Announcers (DJ's) has started their countdown for Christmas. Ayala, Ortigas, The Fort, Libis, Cubao and other places were showing off who's better in their decorations in the streets. Malls will start to change their motif and facade in time for Christmas…Christmas song will be played in the airwaves.
I will not be able to help my sisters to put up our Christmas tree. I will not be able to hang our Lantern and decorate our garden and roof with Christmas lights, i will be out from our gift giving, i will not be able to attend dawn masses and i'm out at our Noche Buena... and all of this will surely I will miss!!!
One thing I wont miss – THE TRAFFIC!!!