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MoMmY Lei

Jan 28, 2008


Break it to me gently,
If you have to, then tell me lies
Break it to me gently,
At least leave me with my pride
Try to spare my feelings
If the feelings have to die
Break it to me gently,
If you have to say goodbye

Have anyone of you agree with me that this song sucks! Well, I don’t care if anyone agree with me or not but I hate this song! No offense meant to the singer but the content itself.

Break it to me gently. If you have to then tell me lies – On my part, I'd rather be confronted immediately and lay down the cards if he still want me or not instead of inventing lies.

Break it to me gently. At least leave me with my pride – Duh!?!?! Pride, pride, pride. Go get a Pride Detergent and keep it to yourself.

Try to spare my feelings, if the feelings have to die Break it to me gently if you have to say goodbye. – *%#@! The more you prolonged the agony the more you will get hurt.

I know it hurts saying goodbye to your partner but don’t you think it is only fair to to know everything. Be fair and be brave when tackling things over. Accept whatever wrath you will get because that's the irony of it.

Just feel like writing this. =)

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Jan 22, 2008

Carry ON...

I was HURT and it kills me like Hell.

I can still feel the pain, but I have to move on.

I guess this thing really SMACK me!!!

I will not make plans anymore, I'll just live my life to the fullest.

No more miss Nice Lei
No more stupid Lei
No more formal Lei

From now on, I'll just be a smart-ass/pain-in-the-neck/crazy MMY-LEI

No plans, no pains!
No rules, no expectations!

Rors is right! Coffee with coffe-mate is better. I had an awakening moment lastnight. My coffee-mate told me that life is beautiful and I should face the consequences.

I will change my hairdo just like Rins, I'm going to cut it short, short, short!
I'll make it black color again.
Hmmm, would green is ok? How about orange or blue maybe, my fave color… HAHAHA

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Jan 20, 2008


WhY Do PeoPlE fAlL iN LoVe AnD ThEy EnD Up CrYiNG???

This is the most rewarding part in life. Enjoy first and suffer last. Could you blame others for staying single or being alone happy than to have someone and end up crying? hmmmmm




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Jan 19, 2008


Living alone in a foreign land is really weird...I hate nice people, I hate stupid people, I hate smart-ass people and I hate myself for getting involved with this people!

If only . . .

- My friends are here to tell me how stupid I am.
- My mom is here to hug me and tell me that things will be OK.
- I could bang my head on the wall to stop thinking.
- I could close my eyes forever to stop the tears.
- I could open my heart, re-program it, debug and
compile it to delete the LOVE virus.
- I could lock my heart to stop the PAIN.


Wish I could go back home…

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Jan 18, 2008

Brew it, Honey!

Coffee addict like me, read this!!!

SOURCE: Campus Journal

"Coffee" comes from the Latin form of the genus Coffea, a member of the Rubiaceae family which includes more than 6,000 species of tropical trees and shrubs.

There are about 25 major species within Coffea, but the tropical coffee drinker is likely to be familiar with two: Coffea Arabica and Caffea Canephora.

It's not easy to get a handle on caffeine and health, as it seems there's always conflicting research. However, apparently recent scientific research shows that coffee may actually beneficial, as drinking from two to four cups of coffee a day may lower the risk of Colon Cancer, Gallstones, Cirrhosis of the Liver and Parkinson's Disease, among other diseases. What's more, research has shown that coffee is an excellent anti-depressant and an effective performance enhancer.

But before all you caffeine addicts out there breathe a big sigh of relief, coffee like most things, has its drawbacks as well! It appears that drinking coffee may interface with your body's ability to keep homocysteine and cholesterol levels in check. Coffee has been previously associated with an increased risk of stroke and rheumatoid arthritis. Plus studies have also shown that caffeine in coffee can raise blood pressure and levels of stress hormones, and if consumed in large quantities it can lead to heart palpitations, jitters and nervousness. Finally, it's also proven that coffee can delay the onset of sleep.

" Coffee can delay the onset of sleep? " – No, I don’t so!!! It doesnt happen to me.



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Jan 16, 2008

Home Alone

Home Alone Part1 - I like this movie so much! It's a light comedy film and will definitely give you a good laugh!

I'm not home alone, I'm living alone!

Living alone has an advantages and disadvantages. Right Rors and Rins!!!

Advantages : I have my freedom! No need for further explanation.

Disadvantages: You're all alone! It's like "Do it yourself!" system.

Last weekend, my brother was with me and we went out for shopping. First time in my life that I went out (alone) with my brother, what's more…Shopping! Never it happened back home.

Anyway, he was the one who told me that I need to fill-up the vacant spaces of my place. He helped me chose things like dining table and chairs, curtains, kitchenwares, water dispenser… etc. At first, I was a bit shy coz I wouldn’t pay for those things. It's his treat and share. I was having a hard time to picked things. I don’t know how much his budget, so I told him to choose first for the dining table. Oh, he picked a good brand, style and mind you, he doesn’t care about the price. So, from then on, I picked things that are worth enough for his money.

After our shopping, he told me that he couldn’t help me fix those things coz he need to go back. Argghhh…This is what I'm dreading to do! I don’t have any choice but to do it myself like assembling the dining table, the chairs and et. al.

Whew! I did it. Except for the curtains coz I really don’t know how to use that electric drill. I don’t have choice now but to call my friends.


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Jan 13, 2008


SOURCE: (Thesaurus)

Entry : Forgive
Function : verb
Definition : Pardon
Concept : Friendship

Synonyms : absolve, accept apology, acquit, allow for, amnesty, bear with, clear, commute, condone, efface, exculpate, excuse, exempt, exonerate, extenuate, forget, laugh off, let off, let pass, make allowance, overlook, palliate, pardon, pocket, purge, release, relent, remit, reprieve, respite, spring, wink at

An old friend and I were able to patch our differences .
It's kinda corny but the feeling is …"wow", no more ill-feelings towards each other. I know the time has come to break the wall and I am hoping that we could bring back our old friendship.

I'm sorry R for being so mean to you.



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Jan 11, 2008

Words to live by

"If you want something
Go for it! No matter what!!!"

I remember these words. It was from my high school friend (Andrea). She had always included this on every cards, notes or letters addressed to dhang and me.

I carry on to these words in my life. Thru these words, my friends and my officemates thought that I have a strong personality, always on the go, a carefree person and that I could overcome every trial/ problems that arises in my life.

Maybe. Maybe not.

For me, as long as I don't hurt anyone or trespass on someone, I'll go for THAT thing that I want.

But I noticed that for the past few months I haven't lived with these words. I became timid! Imagine that! Surely, my friends will raise their eyebrows once they read this, especially my climb buddies.

I also noticed that I became formal even my new friends here were telling me that.

If only I'm still the same person, then I wouldn’t screw someone's plan!

ahhh I miss him!

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Jan 10, 2008

Moving OUT...

Last Thursday I was so shattered when the flat owner didn’t answered my calls for confirmation of my transfer to his flat. Huh! I thought I could move out! Grrrrrrrr…. So I decided to look for another place. I searched from one building to another with the help of Mr. Lhal, our Store Manager. At 3:00pm, I gave up. I was so tired, hungry and thirsty so I decided to visit Ana at her office.

The luck was still with me coz Ana knew a place. So I check it out. The moment I saw the place, gosh, it's so nice. I like it eventhough the rent is expensive. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the place is still available.

So I talked to the owner and Yehey!!! I got it…

He said he'll arranged for the painter and come back tomorrow to check it out. No way! I told him to finish everything in one day and I'll move in the next day.

So this is it!!! I have my own place. I need to buy some appliances and other stuff to make it "homey".

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Jan 9, 2008

I'm NOT Leaving

I just had a big break!

Watch out for my latest adventure on my next posting



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