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Jun 29, 2005

#110 - Disclosures

I wanted to disclose something…
But I don’t know how and where to start.
I wanted to write and share it…
But I'm having a mental block.
I'm scared that I might fail again.
But what the heck! I'll just pray whatever it takes.

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Jun 26, 2005

#109 – Festivities

There is always first in everything.

First time that I got busy for the month of June! My schedule is so hectic that im getting worried that I might fail some of my friends. I gained friends (in different groups) since I take refuge in this country.

Aside from work, I became busy when words spread out that I can troubleshoot PC's. It's my first time to troubleshoot PC's alone. Thanks to my bestfriend Edsel who is so patient on my questions and nagging whenever he troubleshoots PC's. I'm so nosy and talkative then that it paved way now (thanks bespren). Now, my friends and even friends of their friends where calling me to troubleshoot their PC's. I don’t mind fixing their PC's for free as long as they let me smoke during troubleshooting.

Sale! Sale! Sale! Whooooooooooooping Shopppppppping.
Season changed now so most of the malls where on sale. I confessed im a spendthrift when it comes on books, tops and pants but now even on shoes and sandals. Whew enough on this issue, my mom might be reading this and call me up.

Birthdays, parties - et. al.
What to do!!! I'm so anxious to disappoint my friends. Every week I don’t know where/whom to join. Good thing my closest friends (W & L) were always on closing schedules during weekends and we go out during weekdays that I could find time to others. I'm so tired, too much birthdays, parties and weddings to attend to.

Speaking of birthday yesterday was my friend's birthday. I learned that he never celebrated his birthday nor having a party before. I was astonished or maybe it's their culture. I don’t like to snoop so I just decided to surprise him and treat him at TGIF. Luck is with me coz it's his first time at TGIF and I immediately talked to the manager and told her about my surprise. People who are familiar at TGIF know that the staff sings to the celebrant. He was so surprised that he cried and wanted to kill me as soon as the staff finished their song number. First time that someone cried on my surprise.

And last… I called my dad last father's day. I was able to speak to him but I make it short coz homesickness hits me. My officemate saw me crying and it was the first!



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Jun 18, 2005

#108 - Bitchology

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,
they call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those I love,
they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things
my own way,they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it,
I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself
instead of being everyone's maid.

It means I have the courage and strength
to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't
become anyone else's idea of what
they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
I want what I want and there is
nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame,
try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.

I embrace the title and am proud to bear it!


It's my first year in Blog World!!! Happy 1st to me...

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Jun 12, 2005

#107 - Ajana Chakra

Amidst the humid air from the outside world,
Freezing winds shivers my body whenever uncanny mass popping around.
Petrified no more of this feeling,
Yet the shakiness could not eradicate.

Pondering how to rebuff the commotion,
Suck up to rebuke and expel all lost ones.
Ignore, deny… but unsuccessful,
Coz they keep on luring you.

Admission of this oddity is awkward,
Most human could not swallow the truth indeed,
For it brings problem to their trouble-free brain.
Deny no more, coz they really exist!

It's odious to acquire such gift!
It's abnormality in this freaking WorLd.


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Jun 7, 2005

#106 - Mystery...

Who'd have thought this is how the pieces fit
You and I shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot how we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don't know what they are
Don't blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows love is just a chance we take
We make plans but then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close and never never let me go
'Cos even though we think we know which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Like the ticking of a clock two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand the way it's done, oh

Love moves... in mysterious ways....

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